![]() I speak the truth yes, this little something is the A single symptom capable of driving any individual who experiences it insane. Nor is it a disease or an illness of any kind but rather a symptom. At this moment I'd like to tell you about something. The call was ended prematurely as Sunjae dropped the phone on the ground. H-He kept telling me that I should kill everyone in sight because they can't be trusted and the messed up thing That son of a bitch took over my mind, almost possessed me. ![]() There was so much that I wanted to do with my life." Sunjae: "Why bother, my whole state of living has been a bad dream. ![]() Can you do that for me, just this once? I want to help okay." No one knows what's in them, do you hear me now? These damn demons trying toĬontrol me, trying to decide my path before I even get a chance to think for myself."Īngel: "Listen to me Sunjae, I need you to calm down. I swear they're trying to kill not only me but everyone else, it's these pills. Sunjae: "There are so many reasons I d-don't even know where to s-s-start! Bloody paranoia, people can still see me even with the curtains shut." Sunjae: "Please understand I need to do this." She spoke with haste: "Hello, are you there?" and our agitated man replied: "What now?!" The conversation went on for a little bit, allow me to enlighten you.Īngel: "Just think for minute what the aftermath of your plan would look like, how your loved ones would react!" Unfortunately in this case, our mysterious caller had outstayed Out through the speaker, a voice so soft and heavenly that it could make grown men fall to their knees and weep spontaneously. Upon pressing the answer button a familiar voice crept He didn't want to answer it in fact heįantasized about throwing it out of his window however that would not be happening, not in this history at least. Trembling violently, Sunjae's right hand struggled to bring the phone up to his ear. did I just say that out loud? HowĪbout we back up just a few pages okay, ah here we go. He didn't need you, he didn't need anybody, he had me. This particular lost soul was not made for this world which is why he was removed from existence. ![]() Sins? If I can't die a happy man, why should I live the way I am?" "One and six have formed a new, today tomorrow what can I do, changed as if to bring the worst, why has this happened was I just cursed? To find myself drained of my grin, I question was it for the I truly believe that this is depression in its purist form, it fascinates me. I'd like to share a poem that was written by the man himself shortly after his 16th birthday which to me shows his mind being tainted by depression andĭepression only. Like free will to you? I'll say it again: 'You be the judge.' You just take life as it's thrown at you, do what others tell you to do, feel however others want you to feel. Reality to such an extent that you don't know what to believe anymore. Most people don't know what it feels like to be disconnected from Simple indeed yet the effectiveness of these phrases are questionable to say the least but I'll leave that up to you to judge. 'Cherish life, never give up, live for freedom.' Having a lack of fear though is an endangerment to oneself and to others,ĭon't you think? Now, you may be asking yourself who I am and I promise that I will tell you in good time but first some words of encouragement. It's what keeps you going, pushing you to your limits. Guiding spirit only wanted what was best for him. He submitted to the voice that was constantly in communication with him and threw the meds away as he was certain that this God had not been able to fix his poor brain so he was out of options. Please everyone forgive me, label me a coward if you must but just know that I fought for as long as I could!" What else could he do at this point? That everyone else can move on and enjoy life. "I am the cancer here, it just seems logical to remove myself from the equation so Both hands were thrown into the air while revelation after revelation bombarded his mind. His head grew heavy as hisĮyes began to water. "It won't be long now" he muttered to himself. In which the man known as Sunjae had to make the most difficult and important decision that he had ever been faced with. Everything had finally come together to this very moment, this was the point in time "I feel nothing anymore." These were the words of a lost soul left wandering the emptiness of our cruel world.
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